Homeish dream

The sun's gone down
we've both come home
i miss you so
you kiss me slow
you miss me more
we hit the floor

the night won't last forever
you want to talk
i touch your lips
you grab my hips
you look away
i tell you i'm here to stay

Let's not talk about the future
cause now is all we have
let's just hold each other close
and forget about tomorrow

Love Floats Away

I am so tired of 

hatred in this world

I hate this, i hate that

i hate him, i hate her

I'm angry so i hate

i's unfair so i hate it

it hates me so i hate it

I'm tired of it

what happened to the idea of love?

I got your love right here,

I got you love,

I got your love,

Where is the love, 

this love love love

that I want to share and 

every minute passed is another moment gone

and every life that's taken

is a waste, and that is wrong

it's time for us to come together

rally our guitars and scream together

all at once

Hey now, where is the love?

What happened to that good ole music 

preaching about love

what happened to my hero's songs 

imagine, blowin in the wind

who will speak for this generation

who will spread the word called love

cause i just want to sing along

i just want to share the love

cause this world is turning 

every single day

and the hatred is growing

as love floats away

Love's a bitch

This song is simple

it's only

3 chords

chorus 3 words

and 1 message

that goes a little like this

give us peace

give us peace 

give us peace

oh give us peace

This song ain't so 

hard to sing

It's what we want

It's what we need

just 1 message

that goes a little like this

give us peace

give us peace

give us peace

oh give us peace

And I don't know about you

But I don't think we're few

come on now

sing with me 

this 1 message

that goes a little like this

give us peace

give us peace

give us peace

oh ohhhhhh

give us peace.

Candle Light

I want to write a song for you
But the words aren't coming through
I want to tell you how I feel
there's no doubt that this is real
but you are far away from me
without you I feel bound not free
I want to make sweet love to you
yes the times we shared were few
But you make me feel so good inside
to you and only you I confide
our meetings was a chance of circumstance
and I will wait for you per chance
that one day you will to me return
and forever our love will burn.

Is it me?

There are bags under her eyes
Her eyes are swollen and red
She cried herself to sleep
I see her, she is below
I am above
She squints to hide the pain
I do nothing to help her
She goes on with her day
I float above

I wonder and I pray

I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
I wonder what you're thinking
I wonder this and that

I wonder if you think of me
I wonder if you're true
I wonder if its me you see
I wonder about you

I wonder if this love will last
I wonder if you'll stay
I wonder how it happened so fast
I wonder and to God I pray

I pray that you will love me
I pray that this is it
I pray that you will set me free
and raise me from this pit

I wonder if you'll be that man
I wonder why I love you so
I wonder if its all a plan
But I do know, I love you Justin $#@&

Let me be meeeeeeeee

I wake up every morning
clocks are screaming
I get up out of bed
And I put my uniform on

Get up get up get up
don't fall, don't let em bring you down
stand up stand up stand up
and fight to stay who you are

Cause this aint about what they want
and this aint about who they want you to be
this is life, its yours, you're free
to be who you are

I walk to formation
i'm dead, I'm tired and alone
I eat in total silence
and the day has just began

The classes are so empty
I'm a zombie dressed in blue
the sky is dark and dreary
and I feel the same way

I end the day in apathy
I haven't learned a thing
I sit down at my chair
smile and grab my guitar

.... let me be meeeeeeeeeeee
 I am whoever I am
let me be meeeeeeeewe


It's easy to loose sight
it's hard to stay true
but i'm writing this song
not for me, but for you

Gravedigger

There's green outside my window

There's blue peaking on through

This teacher keeps on talking

and it's true what I want to do

I'm jumping out that window

I'm flying, I'm not dying

I'm tired of not speaking up

I'm trying, good God I'm trying

The walls around me are cracking

The light is putting up a fight

The class just keeps on going

It's not right, alright

This story has just ended

No one else has seen it

I'm lot alone and no one knows it

I'll sit here and pretend all is one. 

Senior Year

Thought #1

Don't look at me, I'm not pretty
Don't smile at me, I'm not funny
Don't cry to me, I'm not worth it

Don't trick me, I can't handle it
Don't lie to me, I can't live with it
Don't love me, it will just end badly

Thought #2
You know sitting here right now, lost in my thoughts, crying cause I'm scared, all thats running through my mind is that first night we were together, when you asked me what was on m mind and I told you that i was afraid, afraid of you and afraid that I was falling in love with you. Well it happened and I'm still afraid ands tearing me to pieces. Tell me you love me, tell me this is real, tell me you won't leave me, promise me you'll stay. I've been alone my while life and everyone who has ever tried to comfort me has abandoned me. Will you be the same? Maybe baby, I'll never know Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you and trusting them not to.

Thought #3

This is real. I can't undo it, feel it, rearrange it, and reform it.

Song in my head
The Scientist by Coldplay
"Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me. Oh and a rush to the start. Running in circles, chasing tails. Coming back as we are. Nobody said this was easy. Nobody said it would end this way.

Finished

I know you must leave
we have lives we must lead
and i know we will fight
to return every night
but until that day when we won't have to fight
forgive me my pleads as I try
to get you to stay
why does the sun have to rise everyday
and why do you have to go
why can't we just lie together in bed

I know you have come
for only this night
and i know you can't be here
when the sun burns bright
but while you're here lets disarm all our fears
lets not talk about the future
cause now is all we have

The night is too short
you hold me so close
i cry in your shoulder
you touch my hips
i grab your hips
forgive me my pleads