Note to self: prescription drugs and alcohol don't mix well in my tummy

You know, i was just thinking...

I used to write nothing but sarcastic dry humor, and then guys came into my life and everything got so damn intense. Now, everything I write feels like someone just died, I need to go back to those days when I'd write for the sole purpose of making myself laugh... cause what's so fun about being down all the time?

Waiting to Check my luggage at the airport, so I can go get wasted, before I go back to school

Every moment at a time
Never ahead, never behind
Take a breath and close my eyes
Let it out as time flies
Keep my center, keep my calm
Open my eyes to a new dawn
Feel the sunlight's golden grasp
Pick my head up off the grass
Shuffle my feet and take a step
Dry away the tears I've wept

With my hands in the air
And the day so fair
I'll forget all my troubles
All my fears and my mumbles
Clear my mind, clear my throat
Smile to unwind and scream

This is mine for the taking
I'm done with my faking
I'm ready to experience
What it feels like to be fearless
For today is the day
When my soul flies away
and Inside my body the fire ignites
The phoenix is coming and I will not fight

A new beginning, a new me
I hold onto NOTHING
and that sets me free