Home

I really don't belong anywhere

And I've never had a home I called my own

I've always felt some sort of out of place

I pace the floor of my empty room

I look out my window

I stare at the stars and the leaves

Bowing in the twilight

And there's always something missing

Oh, I wish I had a place to go

whenever I close my eyes

A loving home with a porch and a swing

or a city block with a fence and a screen

and apartment building with a cat and plant

or maybe just a trailer home

I wish I didn't close my eyes

and I feel so very very alone

Sure I've always had a family

I've always had a place to live

But I've never had a place called home

I've never had a place where I belong

But things I think are about to change

Cause I'll find you and you'll be my home.

Insomnia Rant

The night arrives, it steals my inhibitions away.

I watch them leave and the chains which lock the butterflies

of my soul are broken and I am released.

Free to fly around the room and do as I wish.

My body enters into a weightless state and stares at the darkness

replaying the days events in a constant loop.

The butterfly, my soul, leaves my body to be and go out into the world

to seek out truths which they are not allowed to see while chained within me.

Everyone of them is a dream and unfortunately they don't all come back every morning.

Some die, some get lost, and some run away.

Hide and Seek

::whisper::

3,2,1...

ready or not here I come

::whisper::

Where you at

I don't know

This game has gone on for way too long

I'm crying out, I'll count to 4

I'm tired and I don't want to look anymore

I looked for you, I promise you I tried

So why oh why must you hide

Oly Oly Oxen Free

I give up

Please come out

Show me where you're at

Where you been

My whole life

Why don't you come out from behind that rock

Cause if you win, I won't care

I'm lonely and I just can't bare

Another second without you here, I confide

So, why, oh why, must you hide

Oly Oly Oxen Free

I give up

Please come out

Show me where you're at

I've been looking to long and I'm ready

To find you and end this game

And go inside, ignite the flame

And live our lives as we decide

So, why, oh why, must you hide

Oly Oly Oxen Free

I give up

Please come out

Show me where you're at

Come on now, oly oly oly oly oly oly oly oxen freeeeee

Bridge Ditty

If I were to tell you how I feel, would you throw it back at me

Or would you tell me that you feel the same way

And would you look at me and see your future

Tell me that I'm in your nature

Grab my hand and hold it on your heart while you

Spin me round and round

Upon this ground

Upon this rain spilt, dirty, rusty, upside down and topsy turvy spoiled ground

where I'll be found

If I were to ask you for some help, would you turn your back on me

Or would you reach out and grab my outstretched hand

And would you shield me from this world of hatred

hold me tight as we lie naked

Grab my hand and hold it on your heart while you

tell me we'll be safe

within your arms

With you big, strong, heavy, tight and lovely wrap me up and save me arms

where I'll be found